Just felt like it...
No real reason for this blog. Just felt like it. :) Truth is, I'm still too far from Him. But I'm getting there. Goin back to school...social work. It just clicked one day. So I'm excited. Impatient. I haven't cut in weeks. Months,even. I can breathe, most of the time. I feel ok. I need to get back on the meds, so that my body stands a chance. We are moving in with Bev and Damien, so that should be interesting. ..hehe. The baby thing? Well, the truth is, I think somewhere along the way, I just stopped believing it would ever happen. In a way, I mourn the loss of that hope almost as much as the absence of the baby I've never met. The baby I don't think I ever will. Maybe, now that my heart seems to have finally given up, it won't hurt so much. Maybe. Well, I have to open in the morning, so I'm headed to bed. I love my husband. I love my God. I'm on my ...